Time is truly a precious thing in my life at the moment. For the past few weeks, I have found little time for myself. I am in constant movement, with little breaks in between. I don’t know if this is a good thing or bad thing, but it has on constant alert. Like anything in life, I have gained and lost some things in the process. I have gained a respect for time-management, which I thought I already had under control. I lost the additional free time I had to do anything for myself, which puts me in a self-critical mindset. There are not enough hours in the day to do all the spiritual things I want and need, but that doesn’t mean I don’t process them mentally. I am constantly communicating with the Ancient Ones, albeit through thoughts. I try to meditate as much as I can each day and appreciate every little minute I have. It seems time is running my life. I see a “red flag” in this, but everything is happening for a reason. Time…. will tell.
A few nights ago, I felt overloaded in every level. Physically, my body was extremely tired. Mentally, I was processing a lot of information, both personal and professional. Spiritually, there was a bit of disconnection from everything. Feeling super anxious, I wanted to connect with the stars for a celestial recharge. I went outside with my dog, and just blankly stared at the sky. The stars were bright and impacting, and I was lost in my gaze. I noticed a constellation, and it called out to me. I had no clue what it was until I came back inside to Google it. It was Orion’s Belt, along with Betelgeuse. Seeing this constellation brought me comfort. I just wanted to put a blanket on the grass, lay down, and talk with the stars. It reassured me; not with words, but with emotion. The Ancient Ones were there.
I had an interesting dream that same night. I was inside a train, travelling to an unknown destination. Usually, my dreams involving trains are taking place in a subway station or a train station linked to an airport. I was heading somewhere, and noticed my surroundings. I was sitting in an open-platform carriage, meaning that there was no roof over me. I was seeing everything around me pass by. The landscape alternated from forest to desert. Some moments were fast, and others were slow. I noticed that I started in a modern train, and by the end of my dream, I was in a classic, 1800s train carriage. It took me awhile to analyze this whole process, but it relates to my constant movement during the day. The transition of speeds and trains has more symbolism attached to it, and this message will slowly decipher as each day passes. I woke up refreshed the following morning, and ready to tackle another busy day.
A friend of mine recently gave me a copy of “The Kybalion“, and I haven’t been able to put it down. Within a span of a few days, I have consumed half of the book. “The Kybalion” is a book based on Hermeticism philosophy in Ancient Egypt and Ancient Greece, and it lays out seven principles that guide one to unlock the doors of occult practice. They are the Principle of Mentalism, Principle of Correspondence, Principle of Vibration, Principle of Polarity, Principle of Rhythm, Principle of Cause and Effect, and Principle of Gender. Each principle is explained in a very thorough manner, supported by a philosophical explanation linking the body, the mind, the universe, and everything in between. According to the authors, “The Kybalion” plays an important role in the development of one’s occult practice.
Manifestation is important in my spiritual practice, and this book arrived in my life through Astaroth. I have established a deeper connection with her, and she manifests her presence through simple actions. About a week ago, I called out to Astaroth during a moment of ritual meditation. As I chanted her enn repeatedly, I felt her energy throughout my body. She empowered me and made me realize that I am a powerful man. I looked at my reflection through my black mirror, and I saw a different person looking back. I saw a distinguished gentleman, an academic scholar who has the potential to become a leader in the occult field. I felt a mix of anger and rage go through me, and I directed that energy into my reflection. I looked at my eyes and accepted myself for who I am and who I can become. The whirlwinds of life cannot stop me from moving forward, and I’m building my foundation for what’s to come.
In a previous dream with Astaroth, she showed me this with a symbolic representation of homes being built from the ground up. She accompanied me down an open staircase of a hospital building, looking outward across the street. She pointed to an empty, city block of land where markers were placed for future homes. There were about 6-8 homes with their foundations just being built. Without saying a word, she looked at me and subliminally made me understand that I will obtain these homes but I have to keep working hard to achieve them. I have reflected on this powerful dream, and the homes she pointed to are the spiritual goals I am working on simultaneously. Astaroth has become such an important guide in my life, that most of my spiritual communication is to her and through her.
As a result of this and other confirmations, I have officially launched my first-ever divination service to the public. If you’re interested in obtaining a simple, three-card tarot reading, please submit your question here. For only $5 USD, you will receive guidance from your Spirit Guides, my Spirit Guides, and the Ancient Ones around me. I have had successful results all the readings I have given thus far, and it’s another positive step into my spiritual workings.
UPDATE (4/21/18) : I have temporarily shut down my question service. I will open this again in the near future.